the cold sting of betrayal.....or some shit

enter------> broken hearts are for assholes, frank zappa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktoKzZolSL4

as we go to the last refrains of "You say you can't live with what you been through Well, ladies you can be an asshole too
You might pretend you aint got one on the bottom of you,
But don't fool yerself girl
Its lookin at you" .........

I might remind myself that I was sad for a short while....ok that's enough sadness :)

what is, what isn't and what your hopes are are distinct separate species...hopes and aspirations are best grounded firmly in reality....you can't polish a turd ....especially if you are trying to polish with super absorbency tissue....it will just make an asshole out of everyone involved.....not literally...I guess you are all intelligent enough to see that :)

So I mentioned in my first post of the other old "friend" I ran into after the thankful departure of the limpet man.....let's call her sucubus woman....everything is incapacitated, the ability to think, the ability to do anything for herself that anyone else can do for her (especially a man).....unfortunately she does have the ability to turn anything into a story of misfortune in which she will play leading role of woman tied to the train tracks.....in all honesty she may have a lot to moan about but then everyone does if they were to think about it for long enough....now concentrate.....the memory lingers longer on sadness than happy fleeting thoughts...there we are all of us victims of society together now collectively trying to polish that turd....still with refrains of franks wise words about assholes ringing in our ears enter ------> rip her to shreds, blondie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-P_MDXq_oY

ok now lets get back to the muffin man for a minute....

ok now back to me.....do u remember that after four days departure of limpet man picture I painted of myself meeting for coffee....the hideousness, the anger, the fallout from a bomb site.....and the hero worship I guessed that muffin man aspired to?? are we on the same page?? enter-------> hero worship, the B52's

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo7vXBeTlJM

ok back to sucubus woman....well the strangest of things happened when I was in nowhere land after walking away that day from the muffin man and the final trip camping and waking up in a god awful smelly tent on new years day.....they became a hell of a lot closer....to the point of her "needing" him to do "man" things "needing" him to take notice that she indeed have a cleavage....it was not un-noticed by ever observant toxic martyr woman....conversations about the sucubus woman always liking the muffin man were to the fore at the beginning of our loving romance to which he would shudder and say how he was not interested....I guess that was before he learnt that she was more victimised than myself and more likely to adore everything about him......enter another song that gives me the shits.....but again...pathos wins out...check out all that hair!!-------> is this love, whitesnake

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOJk0HW_hJw

what are obvious lessons I could learn from this??


it may have been bad form on their behalf but I lingered there way too long or even pushed them together somehow
they may be perfectly complimentary to each other
forgive them and truly wish them well with whatever that shit is.....it may be something I have missed but a wonderous beauteous thing
it may be more champagne comedy that I don't have to deal with


again we will see