ever had that feeling that you are about to land in amongst the hostiles? Ever had a voice over not unlike the one Dexter Morgan has?? The wry voice which tells your narrative as well as the one of a much saner better fitted cynical outsider which says, don't actually say/do that because it will show you up as a weirdo and people will start to question what you are really up to.

enter ------> Dexter theme

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utqoFsMYPKs

Do you remember two posts back when I was talking about my weird affliction of a near mental disorder in the form of possessing an INTJ type personality? Well I would like to clear up a clerical error where I quoted that 1 percent of the population had this (apparently we are pedants)....it seems that there are a few numbers that range between 1 and 2.1 percent of the population. Are there no fucking definitive answers!!?? I also found that this personality disorder in women is even rarer at an alarming 0.005...although this too seems to have a range from .003 to 1.0 of the small population of the above sketchy figures. Well anyway the pedantics aside....I did do some more rip rorting reading about this affliction of being an INTJ and got quite a few guffaws out of it too.

get a load of this ------> http://intjcentral.com/manual4

Of course I might add that is written by a male about males....another realm totally dominated by them it seems....aren't we full of ourselves?? Mind you it seems to almost totally accurate *shudder*

I also found in my quest for other females who have this personality disorder write about our achilles hell;

http://personalitycafe.com/myers-briggs-forum/1726-intj-women-relationships.html

and another on the rarity of our personality disorder in women.

http://personalitycafe.com/intj-forum-scientists/3146-rarity-intj-women.html

I have found that I could easily disappear up my own arsehole if I were to stay there too long talking about Ni and T ....hmmm bored...

It took me to another place where I found myself being drawn into the world of whether my star chart correlated to my INTJness....apparently we just don't give a rats but I just had to find out what my star chart was...too much time contemplating the naval methinks.....

I found surprising results...apparently I have a predisposition to do drugs and alcohol and I am easily influenced and fragile....for a person who as ever stuck to the rule of never do a needle, never drink more than once in a week and never take a trip with my friends because they know I know that they know how very scary that would be for all of us. I have been placed under strict orders by my lovely spirited occasional hallucinogens using friend to NEVER EVER take a trip with her around as I am quite nearly there already.....I was never sure whether to take that as a compliment....whatever.

lessons I have learned from this exercise are;

even those who are rare in personality are never quite the same: we are all of us individuals
The serial killing theme of my INTJness wears a little thin....don't people know that serial killers are of a more charming ilk than us? They actually have social skills!!

Skilled professionals in the art of doing your star chart might be a better option....at least they can tell by your outrage that you probably don't have that drug problem.
Don't do hallucinogens if all you are going to do is scare people.